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“And these are your gifts…” the guides continued to speak as I looked at them, struggling to process everything going on around me.
Was I dreaming?
No, I was certain I wasn’t asleep. I was in my bed, yes, but I was fully awake. Aware of the warmth and weight of the white IKEA sheets on top of me, of the light slowly coming in through the blinds.
Then again, I was also here, standing in front of the guides, listening to them, being instructed, receiving so much information. I could touch my clothes and feel the wind through my hair as I listened.
It was all taking place at the same time; it was all real…
Two Places at Once
That’s when I realized what it meant to be in two places at once, multiple realities and timelines. I had experienced a similar feeling before, during guided shamanic practices and ceremonies, but never in my own room by myself, not this vivid, this real.
Had I gone completely crazy? My sister always thought it was but a matter of time before that happened.
I could feel the weight of the shiny, blue sapphire pen in my hand and see the coding I was writing, in bright golden ink, take shape. Floating right in front of me, taking position in the field around me.
I wondered where I could order such a pen in real life. I love to write, and that pen was just out of this world.
“Remember,” the guide’s voice interrupted my thoughts and brought me back to that realm, “this is your right, your mission. You are here to use these gifts, to be a bridge, to help bring these two worlds together. You can dance between them, understand both. Open tiny windows for people to peak in and see. For them to realize what is possible, that there are options, that there is more.”
What was this guy talking about?
The guides were showing me what I already knew, guiding me to remember and they were giving me a mission, my mission.
“Wait, I volunteered to do what?! But how am I to do this?”, I thought. I’m just a regular, normal person, nothing special about me.
“Breathe, go inside yourself, listen. It is all inside you. Just trust and create. Stop procrastinating, you’ve been doing it for too long!!!”
“Ok, ok” I gave in, and I saw. All the coding started to make sense:
Trust... you are always guided, always supported, always protected There is nothing to be afraid of. Help is always available to you. All you have to do is ask. Lean into that belief with complete certainty. Whatever you do, whatever is happening outside of you, stay grounded on that basic truth. Whatever you need, whatever you desire, whatever you go through, you are guided, supported and protected.
Life is a ceremony… approach it with impeccable integrity Every action, every thought, every decision let it be made from a place of impeccable integrity with yourself and others. Let this be your guiding light. Never betray yourself or your truth and never betray others or their trust.
Frequency and energy are everything It is how you align to and create what you want to see in your reality. It’s where our power comes from, only many have forgotten it. Learn to play with it, to expand it, to focus it. Use it, guide it, share it, flow with it. Most importantly, protect it! Never let it drop. Pay attention to where you are, to your thoughts, words, feelings… Shift and alchemize what doesn’t serve you and transform it.
Your body is sacred It is your temple, your home, your vehicle, how you experience, touch and create in this world. Take care of it, treat it with respect, value it and listen to it.
Live from a place of love and service Everything you do, do it from a place of service to others, to yourself, to life, to love, to the planet. Everything and anything you want and need, love, abundance, passion, will come from it. 5 principles to live by, to explore and share. “Yes, you’ve got it now. You remember!” And I did, but “what if I forget?” “Everything you need is inside you. Crystals, anchors and other tools serve as reminders, but the true magic is inside you. It has always been inside you. Just look.”
I looked down and I saw. My wings golden white, gold crown, long flowing hair, dressed, first, in golden powerful armor, strong and confident. Later in pure white, crystalline, soft robes. Two and the same.
Well, three, let’s not forget the sweatpants and T-shirt wearing, messy haired version of me, still inside my bed.
Wait, what time was it? The thought suddenly brought me back. I had planned to meditate for a few minutes. It felt like hours had gone by.
I suddenly opened my eyes, I was back in my room, everything exactly as I was the night before… AND I remembered.